Sometimes you need to make a big round of nonsense before you understand what you really love is already there at the beginning.
Philosophically speaking, life is like this big beautiful painting, where along the way, you cut into small pieces of puzzle, then you will try to put it together again, piece by piece. You might lose some of the pieces, but eventually it’s still a big beautiful painting, even more so because of the imperfection.
Today I painted Row, the love of my life, the corner piece of my puzzle. Until I sorted out my current mess, he’s going to be the designated muse.
(this is still an unfinished painting, will update more soon)